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It's always when I'm thoroughly alone that I found my pace on writing. Just like how now my roomate have gone home and all my other housemates have already fallen asleep. Oh hi guys. It's 23 May 2015, and I'm alone in my room, eating Mars, (I know it's late but screw that),

just wanted to write some of the emotions off.
I tried talking to human it didn't really works that well.
Try telling this to the Lord, but couldn't do it, probably because I think this wasn't something so relevant to tell, just insecurities. Something that I should handle myself, so I thought about writing, like usual, the only escapade.

it's kinda tough you know, hearing all these talks about people who are already in their way to fly. As for now, all my housemates are excited, they have btn going on, visa going on, passport going on. And I'm happy for them I really do.

But at the same time I was crushed inside and I keep it to myself, bottling it up till it suffocates, literally.

Tuhan,
permudahkan,
lapangkan.
Kurangkan.

Sakit tu mind play je kan faz.
Come on.