rushing

I've been feeling like time was running a tad bit too fast, and that I've been running out of it. Everyday I was rushing myself, everyday was quite vague.
Ladies and gents I still don't have a firm task that is supposed to be mine.
Everyday I have to do new things, and things that came suddenly.

At first I hated it,
I feel like I'm volatile, that my work is, they keep changing and I don't like not being able to know what is going to happen next. I've used to having my days scheduled out for me, what assignment, when to submit, a year work have been given to me at my earliest convenient so I'm always ready.

And now, it's a day full of surprises.

Good Lord,
please let me be okay.