it's been a while

Yeah.

Well usually I have things to say.

You know usually I know what to say. I know what you're going to say. I know how to adapt, I know how to blend in, I know how to make do of whatever I have.

I'm flexible and bendable. 

I wanted to become flexible.

I wanted to adapt, and blend in and become that cool person.

and now I just don't know what I am anymore.

You know those things people say for your characteristic for the month you were born in?

Well I'm a june baby and they said june babies are the most serious, and I laugh.

I mean man, which part in me is serious I don't even do homeworks and my A2 is just months away.

But,

Maybe, just maybe.

I am.

Now I started to feel so tired to keep up with conversations.

So tired to tell anyone about how I feel.

So tired of thinking that maybe someone would give a damn.

Because I'm so serious about my walls.

God, honestly; I'm so tired behind all this walls,

But where do I go?