Day 4.

Letter to your sibling(s)

To akak and abang. My little goofs. 

I grew up adoring you two since I was a little girl. I adored the way you two see the world. You guys were perfect in those little eyes of mine. You guys are the perfect friends to me, albeit how annoying you guys can get. You guys made me feel full most of the time. Abang, you grew up far away from me and akak, because you live with nenek. So every weekend is the most happiest time for me as I get to see you. My brother is coming home, that thought alone made me eager for the weekend. But abang, you never stay put don't you? Because later you went to boarding school and you're further away. You got good grades and then you got the opportunity to study at USA. You keep drifting away big bro. That's why every single time I got to spend with you is a memory I rendered as treasure. Seeing you is a luxury huh? Because now you're back home, and I'm the one getting further away. *Sigh* You're the annoying, cheeky perfect brother, abang. And never in any way I would want to replace you with someone else, even though at times you're JUST ABSOLUTELY FREAKING ANNOYING.

And then akak, aaaaaaah akak. You're just the best friend. The ultimate best friend. No one can surpass you, though. Literally. It must be annoying as hell because I never treated you like a big sister. I merely treated you like my best friend. Ha ha ha. Oh well, at least I'm true towards you. Maybe we were put in the wrong order because I acted more as the big sister than you ever did hahaha. But oh well, I still love you altogether  (even though it annoys me so much how I have to take care of you just because you're cuter and smaller than I am ugh)  I know how I always showed my annoyance towards you, but trust me, not a day I don't miss you. It's just that I'm not really good at showing emotions. And you know that better than I do. (even though it annoys me so much how I have to take care of you just because you're cuter and smaller than I am ugh) And know this akak, just because you don't get to study abroad doesn't make you less than anyone else, not me and not abang. You're more than some certified degree. You're you and there's no way for someone else not to love you just for that. I'm soooooooo proud of you because you learn life in a hard way, which I'll never understand for now. (not saying I got it easy, but you got it tougher than I do).

You know what I meant when I said I love my bubble wrap?
You two, plus mama and ayah are the centre and pillars of my bubble. I know this doesn't make sense because bubble doesn't have pillars damn it but you got the gist. 
You guys are the reasons that I'm content with life.

And I will keep continue living my life adoring you two till the end of time.