Have you ever felt like you're burning and burning and constantly on fire, that one day the fire just extinguishes and you felt like the ashes. You felt you're on the ground, burnt, and left to micro-pieces. To nothingness? I felt it now. I felt like I've been burning all my life and now the fire just gradually diminishes and eventually stop burning me.
Are we in that state where our fire stop igniting and we're left to ashes?
I don't think so. It's too early, I'm too young to give up on my life.
But I don't think my fire is lighting up vigorously like before either.
Am I burning out? Are the fire slowly getting off?
I'm stressed out. I haven't really done my fyp. I have two assignments. I have exams. I'm stressed because I'm not sure on what should I do with my life. Should I just applied for jobs without really figuring out what I really wanted to do? Should I continue my education? What aspect of jobs do I want to venture into?
Why am I indecisive?
Why am I so passive?
WHY AM I NOT BURNING VIGOROUSLY?
Where is my fire?
How do I light it up again?
How do I make it vigorous again?
Dear Lord,
How do I raise from my own ashes?
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