Sweet.

Hai everyone.

I am in a way, rough and yet at the same time have this feminine side of me.

I've been wanting a flower crown since the first time I see people in the movies wear it.

And I got one.

Yay :D

Saya habuk.

And I thank you :)

So basically I don't know what to blog anymore,

I seems to be running out of ideas and returning back to this slow pace of living kind of make me feel a little bit.... blurry.

But what I do know now is that, life, never fails to surprise me.

At least now, for my life right now is so full of surprises till one moment it's not a surprise anymore to me.

I've become immune with all this shocking events. I'm used to it.

In a way, I become stronger.

In a way, I become more knowledgeable.

In a way, I become more 'human' as possible.

So right now all I need is to turn back to my original path.

The path that was chosen for me by Him.

That the reason I'm here at Intec is to study.

And studying shall I do.

Studying on how to live.

And to survive,

rather than just living, 

living with theories that you don't apply.

And yet with all that I have to maintain my 15 points.

I can see the pattern of certain subjects going all bumpy and dizzy and just simply nonsense.

Or maybe I just hate everything,

oh no,

I mean 'dislike' every main subject I have to take here.

The only thing that I love is English

 and maybe psychology.

So here I am bearing things with an open mind.

Cause I know I can do this.

He won't put me here If I can't

So I have to believe Him, and believe me 

:)

So here's to a few weeks left till final.

May Allah Ease.