Lost.

I'm actually here to confess:

I think I'm lost.

It's actually really depressing and scary, I mean people are starting to look for jobs. Thinking about the future, carving their path, going to places I've never even think before.

I love my course now, that is without a doubt. I'm also not very great at it, and that's probably because I'm a slow learner, (putting Sansa quote here, "I'm a slow learner, yes, but I learned"). I haven't done much research about my future, I'm not sure if I want to continue my studies or go to work. If I wanted to go to work, I'm not sure what kind of work I want to venture in. There's so many possibilities, I didn't know where to start.

I wanted to find a job that suits me the most. Something that goes along the way of my soul. I thought of going into education, but somehow realized that I'm not really good at teaching too.

I don't mind being lost (just for a while) in the white sea of snow.

Ah.

I'm pretty sure my journey will be some tough and rough patches from here.

Knowing myself, I probably will go into a lot of trial and errors in my adult life.

And I think that is okay.

 right?